Wednesday, 26 February 2025

Tai Chi in water?

 Have you ever changed something so drastically that it threw you totally off?  I was doing Tai Chi in the pool today and that is exactly what happened.  I was up to my shoulders in the water and because I had limited weight on my feet, normal moves that I don’t think about on land became areas I had to stop and concentrate on for every foot pivot. At first I was frustrated and thought this was a dumb thing to try but then it made me think about moves in a different way.  I had to slow down with each move or I would throw myself off balance. I could also feel when both arms were not moving together or when I was moving too fast. Transferring my weight and keeping my core engaged was vital. It was a great practice for mindfulness.

Doing knee rotations during warm up is another area that I focus on mindfulness but I focus on my feet also.  If you watch, I go really slow because I am constantly asking where is my weight? Why? Can I spread my weight out over my foot?  Throughout all toes? Why is a toe lifted or scrunched down? As the knee rotates, the weight slowly shifts and the questions start all over again. 

Tai Chi has been my go to for mindfulness and grounding.  I can’t wait to see what a few more reps in the pool will bring. Shaking things up here and there might not be bad especially when you get to a point where you don’t think and stop being mindful.

Monday, 24 February 2025

Apologies to the team!

 I have to apologize to the team.  I have been doing well with my personal requirements BUT I have not been able to keep up with reading the teams blogs.  Reading the blogs are as important as submitting them and I have not made that a priority as I have missed many blogs.  How can I support team members without watching their entire journey?  I have been reading here and there and that only gives me a glimpse and for that I apologize and I will revisit my priorities.

Numbers updated on next blog!

Sunday, 16 February 2025

Energy flow

Only lately have I began to feel the flow of energy.  While I was doing walking meditation today, I stopped and felt the plants around me by Placing my hand on their bark or holding their leaves or flowers.  There were some plants that I felt stronger and vibrant.  Others were harder to feel as they were deeper and slower.  This is a first for me and when I was explaining to my mom, she said she knew exactly what I meant.  She feels things like that also but why is this the first I’ve heard about it?  These are not things normally heard in our everyday conversations but I wonder if we would be more sensitive to everything around us if we were all exposed at an early age?  Maybe George Lucas had someone teach him about energy flow - aka the force.  🤷‍♀️

NUMBERS
Situps (modified):  1295
Pushups (modified): 1295
KMs: 99.97
AOKs: 67
Da Mu Hsing: 17
Weapon Form: 12
Sparring: 9
Germain: 364
Meditation: 95
Tai Chi: 160
Decluttering: 0
Yoga, Stretching, Exercise: 68
Days of Zen: 16
Community Project:  still in the thought phase.

Sunday, 9 February 2025

You think you know but then…

 I love Tai Chi, and I have been doing it for many years.  It has kept me grounded and helped me recover strength.  It has taught me to feel the transfer of weight between moves.  Recently I have started to feel energy flow in longer sections.  I thought I knew Tai Chi well, but then last class I realized I reached the point where I felt like I knew nothing.

If I started to focus on releasing power, I would extend past my reach and throw off my centering.  If I focused on making sure my foot position was correct, I would lose flow. If I focused on flow, I would lose all feeling of releasing power at the end of each move.  As I fixed one thing, 3 things broke. It was like a huge flood gate opened and I was so overwhelmed by how many things I needed to bring together.  So I stopped, took a few deep cleansing breaths and cleared my mind.  It was then that I was excited by what was happening.  

I am excited that I can feel multiple things even if I can’t correct them all yet.  I’m excited that I can recognize being overwhelmed and stop to reset.  I am excited on how much I need to learn yet.  Just when I thought I knew Tai Chi, I’m excited to realize how little I know. 

See you on the mats!

NUMBERS
Situps (modified):  920
Pushups (modified): 920
KMs: 60.41
AOKs: 40
Da Mu Hsing: 5
Weapon Form: 12
Sparring: 6 
Germain: 227
Meditation: 10
Tai Chi: 110
Decluttering: 0
Yoga, Stretching, Exercise: 68
Days of Zen: 9
Community Project:  Just in the thought phase.

Sunday, 2 February 2025

Beginning of the Snake!

What a week and what a wrap up to the year!  I finally was able to kneel down to bow into class.  I helped with the kids classes on Tuesday and Thursdays.  Those kids are amazing to watch.  Thursday, I did my first bowing in at the front of the class.  It was such a great feeling!

The week and the year wrapped up with an excellent banquet and demo.  Witnessing Mike and Simon being promoted as well as visiting with friends and family had me smiling all night.  Then our night wrapped up with taking the banquet leftovers to a church for the unhoused of Spruce Grove.  My work colleague Jaime was volunteering that night so she helped with the drop off.  As we arrived, Jaime led me to the kitchen, past security and through a number of people.  When I left, I spoke to some of them, telling them to stay warm and safe. They responded with thank yous and wishing me a safe trip home.  It was humbling being with people who really know the meaning of struggles and yet they were kind and willing to talk to me.

I thought that this would make me even happier but being there made me realize this was a VERY small contribution. It has made me wonder what I could be doing to contribute more.  Not the superficial help that strokes the ego but the help that can make a deep impact.  One of my personal requirements is leading a community project, and this is the motivation to make me really think what this year's project should be.  I can't wait to see what develops.

Although the Year of the Dragon brought many challenging times, I am grateful for it because it is allowing the Year of the Snake to start strong.  

See you on the mats!

NUMBERS
Situps (modified):  420
Pushups (modified): 420
KMs: 28.0
AOKs: 20
Da Mu Hsing: 4 
Weapon Form: 5
Sparring: 4
Germain: 67
Meditation: 5
Tai Chi: 60
Decluttering: 0
Yoga, Stretching, Exercise: 28
Days of Zen: 2
Community Project:  Just in the thought phase.