This year has been hard, it was even harder after a great last year and start to this year. Work has been exceptionally busy and mentally draining. There have been many 80 hour weeks and now the normal is 50 hours when is should be 38.75. Mike's schedule has also been busy. This has taken a huge toll on our home life and resulted in our family going back to the original five.
During this time, I have felt that my Kung Fu was suffering. I was watching people around me excel and that caused frustration and anger because I knew that I could and should be at that level as well. I even thought of taking some time off of Kung Fu but I knew if I did, I probably would not come back. That was the first time I really was looking at who I was in the mirror. It was then I knew I had to do this on my own schedule. I have come this far and I do not want to quit but more important is that I love what Kung Fu has done for me.
You are going to see a number of posts that I have written this year and I hope they show you my journey, both the good and the bad.....
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